im back from rehab

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ya so rehab was ok. after a while the whole recovery thing becomes a little too redundant. oh well.

i made a bunch of sweet friends out there tho. so it was worth it.

we listened to a bunch of tool out a t hazelden. my roomate and i would sit on our porch and listen to tool and smoke cigarettes for like 6 hours everyday.

i never really understood the song sober until after i realized i was addicted to heroin.

There's a shadow just behind me
Shrouding every step I take
Making every promise empty
Pointing every finger at me
Waiting like a stalking buttler
Who upon the finger rests
Murder now, the pattern called "must we"
Just because the son has come

Jesus,wont you fucking whistle ?
Something but the past and done
Jesus, wont you fucking whistle
Something but the past and done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we drink forever?
I just want to start this over

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down

Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done
Mother Mary, won't you whisper?
Something but what's past and done

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over
And why can't we sleep forever?
I just want to start this over
And why?

I am just a worthless liar
I am just an imbecile
I will only complicate you
Trust in me and fall as well
I will find a centre in you
I will chew it up and leave

Trust me

they kind scare the shit out of me now.

anyways im back and hopefully ill never have to go to another treatment center ever again.