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I may as well be living in the submerged part of a stagnent body of water, and all I can hear are the distant WOMPWOMP noises from above. There is still an eco system present and thriving, but I try not to notice unless I'm bored and decide to watch from under a screen of water. I don't mean to sound ungrateful because I'm quite content at the moment with most things right now in my life. At least more than usual. But there's a presence dangling over my head, like an impatient cloud that constantly implores "what next". I'm just waiting around for something to happen, like a new life will unwrap itself before me. If I'm not content with my life I obviously must change it. In the same respect there are certainly a lot of things I cannot change.
Everyone says Florida is shitty, but it sounds pretty good to me right about now.
I wish my mom didn't have to spend thanksgiving and her birthday in the hospital. And I wish my brother wasn't going to prison for 3 years in a month. And I wish I could write all the things down that I feel like I should, but I'm tired.
Everyone says Florida is shitty, but it sounds pretty good to me right about now.
I wish my mom didn't have to spend thanksgiving and her birthday in the hospital. And I wish my brother wasn't going to prison for 3 years in a month. And I wish I could write all the things down that I feel like I should, but I'm tired.