IM GETTIN TIRED ALL THESE FUCKIN GROWN MEN LIAZ
what is recovery? it seems to have such a simple answer at first glance, or at least should. it is classified as recovering from any range of bodily injury. emotional physical mental addictive, etc. but what is recovery to me? i cant seem to grasp the concept as easily as others must. i will readily admit that i am doing better. with my addiction, with my emotions, with my overall attitude, and with my friends. but am i speaking two soon? is this tranquil-lifestyle just a facade of my wishful thinking? deceit is a catch-22. Most of my life ive gotten by lying to everyone and myself, without even knowing it, subconsciously and perpetuating the negative habits of my addict-behavioral self-persona. but other times i know im bullshitting myself, but i don’t have the ambition to change. maybe i can ask for will-power for my B Day? But real talk, at the end of the day I know I can’t do this shit on will power alone.