EuroVision - Me judging this time ! pah ! :o)
EuroVision Song Contest, finally, I loved it this year. Most specially the turkish song, since I have some sort of 'very-special' relationship with Turkey, I will though not going into that further, except that Turkey is an awesome country, the people there are sooooooo nice!
What pissed me off was actually that T.A.T.U. was participating at the EuroVision!!!!!!!! Okee okee I agree, I don't like them at all ! But then again that is only my personal point of view.
Okee, so let me have a review of what I think were the best voices amongst the participants. I think that the woman from Portugal had the best of voices. Sorry to say but the UK (which was wondering me a lot!) was not very good, the girl did not get the right tones and I was like: 'well damn....she is shaking and singing totally wrongly'. Ihhhhhhhhhhhh *closes ears*! What I really loved as well was Sweden, very good voices, the Song was a bit Abba-like. The most stupidest song I have though heard in the contest was from Austria. What a blame actually, it was not really a song, it was more than stupid-comedy-like, instead of singing.
Was though all in all a cool show, my mom and me we did enjoy it a lot, watching and eating chips and candies.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
But now...EuroVision is over again, untill next year, I wish I could participate there?! Maybe one day my wish comes true who knows!
So so....right now sitting at work, emailing the entire morning with Pascal. I am happy that we made up, so is he. But we did made up not just as friends, but more than that. He told me this morning he would stay only for 2 more years in my country, then would go to a different continent to fight against Imperialism, he wants to become some sort of Che Guevarra and wants to fight against persons like Bush! I asked him if dying in revolting against Bush or other World Leaders would bring something? I rather think that if he would build up an organisation, would have thousands of people who would be with him, he would reach his goal much more than to go and being killed in Iraq or wherever only for revolution. I am myself a revolutionist, I am myself a total rebel against some of the World Leaders, but I do it differently, I do it more subtle. One has as well to see and to realise that not all the Politicians, that not all the Leaders are bad and often rebels do not take that into consideration ! One has always to try to find the 2 sides of the medal and not just 1 side, one cannot just see black or white, but one has to see grey, which is the middle of everything. I agree that Pascal wants to fight them, but I don't agree how he wants to do it, I don't want him to be killed, I don't want him to go away from me! For this matter I will be very egoistic but I want him to stay and I will make him stay! For his own safety too! He is such an emotional caring person and I know so that if he would see all this misery in front of his own eyes, he would go nuts, crazy, even more angry and would take the wrong actions then. I know what people can do when they are angry. Pascal is for sure a strong person, but he is not strong enough, I know him very well, he is definately not strong enough to bare with such things. Well enough spoken now about this, I just know I want that he stays....it will break my heart when he goes away from me! I think though that he thinks twice about this decision, as well because I am there. We still have no relationship, but I just know that I want to enjoy the 2 upcoming years with him. I just can't step back from him, what is it only that attachs me to him so much?????????????? What is it????
What pissed me off was actually that T.A.T.U. was participating at the EuroVision!!!!!!!! Okee okee I agree, I don't like them at all ! But then again that is only my personal point of view.
Okee, so let me have a review of what I think were the best voices amongst the participants. I think that the woman from Portugal had the best of voices. Sorry to say but the UK (which was wondering me a lot!) was not very good, the girl did not get the right tones and I was like: 'well damn....she is shaking and singing totally wrongly'. Ihhhhhhhhhhhh *closes ears*! What I really loved as well was Sweden, very good voices, the Song was a bit Abba-like. The most stupidest song I have though heard in the contest was from Austria. What a blame actually, it was not really a song, it was more than stupid-comedy-like, instead of singing.
Was though all in all a cool show, my mom and me we did enjoy it a lot, watching and eating chips and candies.....mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
But now...EuroVision is over again, untill next year, I wish I could participate there?! Maybe one day my wish comes true who knows!
So so....right now sitting at work, emailing the entire morning with Pascal. I am happy that we made up, so is he. But we did made up not just as friends, but more than that. He told me this morning he would stay only for 2 more years in my country, then would go to a different continent to fight against Imperialism, he wants to become some sort of Che Guevarra and wants to fight against persons like Bush! I asked him if dying in revolting against Bush or other World Leaders would bring something? I rather think that if he would build up an organisation, would have thousands of people who would be with him, he would reach his goal much more than to go and being killed in Iraq or wherever only for revolution. I am myself a revolutionist, I am myself a total rebel against some of the World Leaders, but I do it differently, I do it more subtle. One has as well to see and to realise that not all the Politicians, that not all the Leaders are bad and often rebels do not take that into consideration ! One has always to try to find the 2 sides of the medal and not just 1 side, one cannot just see black or white, but one has to see grey, which is the middle of everything. I agree that Pascal wants to fight them, but I don't agree how he wants to do it, I don't want him to be killed, I don't want him to go away from me! For this matter I will be very egoistic but I want him to stay and I will make him stay! For his own safety too! He is such an emotional caring person and I know so that if he would see all this misery in front of his own eyes, he would go nuts, crazy, even more angry and would take the wrong actions then. I know what people can do when they are angry. Pascal is for sure a strong person, but he is not strong enough, I know him very well, he is definately not strong enough to bare with such things. Well enough spoken now about this, I just know I want that he stays....it will break my heart when he goes away from me! I think though that he thinks twice about this decision, as well because I am there. We still have no relationship, but I just know that I want to enjoy the 2 upcoming years with him. I just can't step back from him, what is it only that attachs me to him so much?????????????? What is it????