DECEMBER!?!?!
Time flies when yoU have no friends!!!
Well, I am so bored and thoroughly depressed. MAMA CLARK IS MOVING AWAY!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Hm, I really don't have much to say here. I have the new green day cd. um, I have a concert for orchestra on monday Dec. 6th at 7:30 in the Fox Fine Arts Recital Hall at UTEP. Uh, I went to see Farsh's band, Out Of Gas, and they were awesome even though it was WAY later than they were supposed to play. Poor things. school's almost out. I'M GOING TO CANADA!!! YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!
um. yeah. uh. yea. o. man. bored.
well, I would have loved to go to jen's sweet 16 but I've got bronchitis and I'm not feeling so spiffy. I am getting better tho. hopefully I'll be healthy by next weekend. hm.
I'm tired of me. I'm tired of being lower middle class and in debt all the time. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired of being used. I'm tired of being in the outer circle. I'm tired of being ditched. I'm tired of people's parents hating me. I'm tired of being ugly. I'm tired of being so afraid of relationships. I'm tired of not being social. I'm tired of not having friends. I'm tired of being alone on weekends. I'm tired of trying to be happy when I know I'm not. I'm tired of dreaming and those dreams never coming true. I'm tired of loving and not being loved in return. I'm tired of small talk. I'm tired of music being the most important thing in my life. I'm tired of wanting to be other people. I'm tired of being idle. I'm tired of always beign sick. I'm tired of looking at what I can never have, day after day. I'm tired of school and all the thought that comes with it. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of living.
so there yoU have it. I'm gonna go sleep my life away now. lates and beware of the doppelgangers... ~C.C.
Well, I am so bored and thoroughly depressed. MAMA CLARK IS MOVING AWAY!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Hm, I really don't have much to say here. I have the new green day cd. um, I have a concert for orchestra on monday Dec. 6th at 7:30 in the Fox Fine Arts Recital Hall at UTEP. Uh, I went to see Farsh's band, Out Of Gas, and they were awesome even though it was WAY later than they were supposed to play. Poor things. school's almost out. I'M GOING TO CANADA!!! YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!
um. yeah. uh. yea. o. man. bored.
well, I would have loved to go to jen's sweet 16 but I've got bronchitis and I'm not feeling so spiffy. I am getting better tho. hopefully I'll be healthy by next weekend. hm.
I'm tired of me. I'm tired of being lower middle class and in debt all the time. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm tired of being used. I'm tired of being in the outer circle. I'm tired of being ditched. I'm tired of people's parents hating me. I'm tired of being ugly. I'm tired of being so afraid of relationships. I'm tired of not being social. I'm tired of not having friends. I'm tired of being alone on weekends. I'm tired of trying to be happy when I know I'm not. I'm tired of dreaming and those dreams never coming true. I'm tired of loving and not being loved in return. I'm tired of small talk. I'm tired of music being the most important thing in my life. I'm tired of wanting to be other people. I'm tired of being idle. I'm tired of always beign sick. I'm tired of looking at what I can never have, day after day. I'm tired of school and all the thought that comes with it. I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of living.
so there yoU have it. I'm gonna go sleep my life away now. lates and beware of the doppelgangers... ~C.C.