starwishloveyoU
Do yoU ever have those moments when everything is just so confusing, but the most confusing thing is the ONE situation, where yoU have no logical explination for what went on, or what failed to happen, and yoU know yoU will never understand, because it's not yoUr place to ask questions, and even though yoU are dying to know the answer, it might end up killing a part of yoU, so in some way yoU never forgive yoUrself for being so foolish, but yoU also wonder why someone would be able to see just how foolish and pathetic yoU really are, and yoU hope that they are the only one to see it, because if others could, yoU'd have no idea how to bear it, and yoU wonder if yoUr whole life has been based on the way yoU are, and missed opportunities and failed relationships (of any kind) were all due to yoU?
I have those moments sometimes.
~C.C.