sighs.
go out and find something of his and buy it. he will definetly be missed...
so guys, how ya been? I'm alright here. I have some personal stuff that is not too pleasant. a couple of yoU know what I'm talkin about... but I'll take care of that soon enough...
other than that, I have been really happy... I have enjoyed tv again, I laugh alot more, music is more fulfilling. I dunno. it's just good.
so, school... summer orch is almost over... good or bad thing? I dunno... but next week we are going on that sale foot race thing, playing like 3 concerts, and going to see War of the Worlds!!! yes!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, friends... they are good. been talking to a lot of people lately... it's cool. nice to have people around who care. but then again, I get tired of people real easy, so we'll see how long this lasts...
as far as health... I'm doin alright. thanks for askin. I'm eating more meat, (weird huh) and I'm feelin much better. I dunno y. I have bee more active lately too. more energy. I dunno. maybe I had a protein deficiency issue. who knows?
well, I have been thinking alot lately and I have realized that I need to think more. I hate not thinking. I really like to analyze everything. it makes me happy. oh I really need to stop rambling...
k, well, I have not much more to say, except thank yoU to anyone who reads this, cuz I think yoU learn more about me that way, which means yoU care... and a special thank yoU to those of yoU who actually comment. I think that is one of the most flattering things yoU can do for me, cuz it shows yoU have interest in me in some form (whether it be love or hate) and it shows that yoU are interested enough to try to help (or harm) me through yoUr input. I love it. I don't care if yoU totally wanna cuss me out or tell me I'm a loser, I think it's great that yoU wanna express yoUrself. I love expressing myself, and I can't resist a person who is willing to put their ideas out there. I usually love them, even if I don't agree. but either way, they are gettin a reaction from me, which is ultimatly what anyone who voices their mind is looking for. so in short, thanks guys...
lates and beware... ~C.C.