Ok, this is a pissed off update which will be followed by some interesting (not really) facts about me.
First off, I would have to say that I hate that feeling when yoU know someone likes another person better than yoU and they just let yoU know it left and right. Not to yoUr face like a civilized person, but through their blatant actions. Stupid people. Jerks.
ok, now some thingy that ayesha had on her LJ...
~*YOU*~
1.What Time is it now? 5:13
2.What is your full name? C the Digger!!!
3.Single or taken? single. who would want me?
4.What does your name mean? My name is C and I'm a digger!
5.Who picked out your name? my baby cub, lily!
6.What's your nickname? Memari, C the Digger, C.C., C., Meg, Meggy, Meagan, the chick w/ the long hair, the chick who dresses like a grandma... etc...
8.What colour are your eyes? Brown
9.Do you have an innie or an outie? innie
10.What size are your shoes? 5-7... varies.
11.How tall (or short)? 5 ft short... :(
12 what do you like about yourself? not much, but I'm my own best friend and worst enemy...
13.What do you always get complimented on? uh, well people tell me my hair is long, but that's not really a compliment, just a statement... other than that I think people are afraid to talk to me...
14.What is your worst quality? I don't like people
15.What are the last four digits of your phone Number? iv, vii, iii, vi
16.Do you think you're cute? nope. I hate me for the most part.
17.Hair colour? Brown w/ a section of changing colors (pink, red, etc...)
18.Do you wear contacts? no, but I hope to get some really cool cat eye ones
19.Living Arrangements? ??? um, I live in a house on a street in a city... w/ my rents and my bro and my cutest puppy and my 2 ferrets...
~*FAVOURITES*~
20.Favourite Drink? juicy juice
21.Favourite alcoholic drink? ask me later...
22. favorite month? october
23.Favourite Food? uh, sushi is really good...
32. favourite board game? candyland!
34:Anything special about your parents? my dad is scary and my mom is humble
35.silblings and their ages? K. he's 12 and annoying beyond belief
~*YES OR NO*~
36.You're a flirt? not really
37.You're slutty? I would be if I had the looks
38.Are you Mean? I prefer bitchy
39.You like someone? yeah, but they don't notice, wouldn't care, and I'm not saying anything to them.
40.You can keep secrets? yup.
41.You dance in front of the mirror? yeah. the chicken dance... j/k
42.You sing in the shower? more in my room
43. You liked Britney Spears? I like her song Toxic. not her.
44.You've liked a cousin? uh, yeah, but nothing serious, just thought he was good looking
45.You've been in the opposite sexes bathroom? yeah, I chased Aaron in there once... lmao
46.You've seriously hurt someone? make love not war
47.You've been hurt seriously? yeah. kinda. I broke my arm once... and I don't have a gallbladder. "god" hurted me... :( oh, and this guy who lives down the street from me nearly killed me by throwing me in a pool when I couldn't swim and some kid I didn't even know had to save me. Thanks whoever yoU are.
48.You swear? often. expansion of one's vocabulary
49.You get your own way? not often. i'm pretty passive
60.What's on your mouse pad? ALIENWARE and the alienware symbol
61.What books are you reading? "poisons and antidotes" and "mutants"
~*GUYS ONLY*~
62.what kina cologne u use?
63.whats in ur pockets?
64.boxers or briefs?
65. blonde or brunette girls or does it matter?
66. tall or short girls?
67. piercings on girls?
68. long or short hair on girls?
67.good or bad girl?
68.what do u find annoying in girls?
69.whats the first thing u notice about girls?
~*OTHER QUESTIONS*~
70.What was the last movie you saw? An Officer and A Gentleman on tv... great movie.
71.What did you have for dinner? chicken taco
72.What are you hoping for? to be happy... that's all
73.What movie do you really want to see? crash
74.Tell us about those scars? cut myself in a cutting contest, gallbladder removed, NHI chair accident, sliced myself in a violent rage (that one yoU can barely see)
75.Where is your favourite place to travel? colorado
76.What did you last dream about? I dunno. something about some guy... I think...
77.What was the last thing you ate? pinapple
78.If you were a crayon what colour what would you be? white... best seen in the darkest places...
79.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Vale's mom... lol
80.Do you like the person that sent this to you? didn't get this from anyone. copied it. I'm a loser like that.
81.You ever had a crush on a teacher? yup. I'm into the OLDER guy. like REALLY older. not decrepid, but 30's 40's and 50's. as long as they are good looking... lol. I like 20's and my age too, but they have to be fairly mature w/ a sense of sarcastic and occasionally stupid humor, and they CANNOT be cocky.
82.Are you too shy to ask someone out? yeah. a hopeless romantic...
83.Scary movies or happy ending? neither. both are stupid
84.Summer or winter? winter, it's soooo pretty, even thought that is when my body hurts the most...
85.Relationships or one night stands? I like both. no, I think I'm not sure what I'm looking for yet.
86.Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate, very sensual
87.Do you want your friends to write back? yeah. I like hearing from people all the time. it makes me a very happy girl. except over the phone. the phone scares me...
88.Who is least likely to respond? um... anyone who isn't lily liz or tory
89.Anything else you want to add? I love a lot of people, I hate People, I think I'm driving myself mad, but I so badly want someone to be w/ me and wish that I had no one to be tied to... yes. I said it, but I haven't told a soul. I'm lost in... in... help...
lates and beware guys... ~C.C.
PS: I have to say that old friendships rekindled are like a breath of fresh air. It's amazing to be with someone who loves yoU and yoU love them in return.