Just For Lucy!
I am updating my journal just for yoU lucy!!! YAY!!! and for all the blad kangaroos made of cheese who have had snout reductions, pouch closures, and tail removals, all while letting their hair grow to cover their ears!
NHI! wow man! I am actually really happy that I'm back! weird, huh? well, I think I'm doing an ok job. I'm really liking the kids and I think they have ENORMOUS potential. I love them. But even better, I'm liking the responsibility and structure of it all. odd. VERY ODD. And seeing everyone again is SO awesome. I am meeting more people in the other categories, and really liking oratory. I'm just so happy about this part of my life.
Well, I have come to realize that the only time that I am really at peace and nothing else matters, is when I'm listening to music. Music that really moves me. For some reason it just takes me away. I forget everything. I don't care what I look like. It doesn't matter what will happen tomorrow. Or ever. I'm just in the moment. I'm just there. At one with the music. It flows within and without me. It takes my soul with it. It makes life worth living.
Yes, I am having problems currently too. Boys. An evil breed. Yeah, I'm contemplating something, that deep down I know the answer to, but I'm not willing to come out and say it. At least no to him. He is so much a part of me. I can't bring myself to take back everything I have ever said.
Let's see. Um, school is a drag. I still need to pay for Beauty and the Beast. I'm tired of doing nothing. I have been spending $ like crazy.
Oh, yes. I would like to say that I am very saddened that Pope John Paul II had to leave us, because he was a great man who did many a great thing, but I am happy that he no longer has to suffer and even happier that he was at peace and happy when he died. He will always be in our memories.
Lastly, I would like to say that I know I'm an inconsiderate jerk. I'm willing to accept that. But I really don't mean to be. I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad. I have skrwd up quite a few times recently, but I really would like to say sorry for anything I have said to anyone that might have offended them. I am stupid, but I am certainly not cold hearted.
ok, well, I am done here. I'm gonna go work on angles for NHI. lates and beware... ~C.C.
NHI! wow man! I am actually really happy that I'm back! weird, huh? well, I think I'm doing an ok job. I'm really liking the kids and I think they have ENORMOUS potential. I love them. But even better, I'm liking the responsibility and structure of it all. odd. VERY ODD. And seeing everyone again is SO awesome. I am meeting more people in the other categories, and really liking oratory. I'm just so happy about this part of my life.
Well, I have come to realize that the only time that I am really at peace and nothing else matters, is when I'm listening to music. Music that really moves me. For some reason it just takes me away. I forget everything. I don't care what I look like. It doesn't matter what will happen tomorrow. Or ever. I'm just in the moment. I'm just there. At one with the music. It flows within and without me. It takes my soul with it. It makes life worth living.
Yes, I am having problems currently too. Boys. An evil breed. Yeah, I'm contemplating something, that deep down I know the answer to, but I'm not willing to come out and say it. At least no to him. He is so much a part of me. I can't bring myself to take back everything I have ever said.
Let's see. Um, school is a drag. I still need to pay for Beauty and the Beast. I'm tired of doing nothing. I have been spending $ like crazy.
Oh, yes. I would like to say that I am very saddened that Pope John Paul II had to leave us, because he was a great man who did many a great thing, but I am happy that he no longer has to suffer and even happier that he was at peace and happy when he died. He will always be in our memories.
Lastly, I would like to say that I know I'm an inconsiderate jerk. I'm willing to accept that. But I really don't mean to be. I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad. I have skrwd up quite a few times recently, but I really would like to say sorry for anything I have said to anyone that might have offended them. I am stupid, but I am certainly not cold hearted.
ok, well, I am done here. I'm gonna go work on angles for NHI. lates and beware... ~C.C.