for whoever
since i quit my job i feel even worse than before. at least then i would be busy and had something to do all the time and something to keep my mind off things. of course i let people convince me of what would be best and now look where i am alone, jobless on my couch watching made, and i feel like im a bigger loser than those kids. i want a cute little puppy. and i want my salon. i want the puppy cuz i want someone to love that will love me too. that wont yell at me and stuff. i dont care if he barks cuz he will be so cute and it wont matter if he barks. and we will cuddle and fall asleep together, and then maybe my heart won't hurt so much... but i'll never get a lil puppy :(