Jan 01, 2009 15:05
My New Years Eve was pretty weird even by my standards, I spent it stuck in Hermiston because I'm waiting for my car to be fixed, now, I don't have anything here anymore except for family, so my options were Tri-Cities with my mom, sister, nephews and aunt I hate or Stanfield with my sister, BIL, and nephews at my BIL families house, btw they are devoute mormons, I chose Stanfield, cause seriously, I HATE my aunt. :( That started the weirdness of the night, seriously, it was spent playing rock band, drinking soda (naughty mormons, drinking the caffenine), and chit-chating with people I hardly know, I was seriously the "entertainment" for the night, I don't know how many questions I got about Portlandia and how was it possible that I like it so much, uh...cause everything doesn't shut down at 9 thats how.
Suffered through that until about 12:15, returned to my sister and BIL's apartment where my BIL's little brother showed up with bitch beer and proceeded to get drunk off the rest of a bottle of wine, an IPA, an MGD and a bitch beer, I'm losing my touch. Stayed up until around 3:30am talking to the boys and text messaging my kinda boyfriend, yeah explanation, I don't want a boyfriend, he doesn't want a girlfriend but we're only seeing each other so that makes him my kinda boyfriend, got it? Anyways, texted him and talked to my BIL and his brother until about 3:30 am then my BIL went to sleep and myself and his brother were hanging out talking about my boy situation, lord knows why, when all of the sudden he goes "Well good then it won't be an issue if I do this" and proceeded to kiss me. I seriously was like uh, no, we're both drunk and in my sister & your brothers house, our nephews are just down the hall, we can't do this, which led to a fairly hot and heavy makeout sesh, and his removal of some clothing, what can I say, I'm a sucker for a half naked boy. :D Seriously, I had a crush on this boy from the day I met him, and I was seriously SO freaking out that I was even near him in an intimate way, but I couldn't do it, I couldn't seal the deal in my sisters house knowing that my nephews were asleep down the hall. It was enough though, too bad I feel a little guilty for messing around with someone who wasn't my non-boyfriend. All in all the night didn't end up too bad. :D