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i can't believe i went so long without posting. ah, well:
i finally know what's happening to me. i am as aware as i can possibly be right at this moment, and i am embracing the realization of my own reality. i am here. i am alive. life is taking place, everything that feels is occurring.
i am making decisions that will, inevitably, change everything.
that's OK.
if all goes opposite of the objective, then so be it. i will react. i understand now, in ways that i never could understand before, that i am not trying to force my life on one set track that cannot bend or break without me losing myself completely.
i am going to make this happen. it's going to be real. i am capable. i am (almost) that woman.
i finally know what's happening to me. i am as aware as i can possibly be right at this moment, and i am embracing the realization of my own reality. i am here. i am alive. life is taking place, everything that feels is occurring.
i am making decisions that will, inevitably, change everything.
that's OK.
if all goes opposite of the objective, then so be it. i will react. i understand now, in ways that i never could understand before, that i am not trying to force my life on one set track that cannot bend or break without me losing myself completely.
i am going to make this happen. it's going to be real. i am capable. i am (almost) that woman.