One broken heart later and I'm still a blank sheet of paper
The family just left, Thanksgiving was good. One of my cousins was here and we weren't expecting him but it's good he was able to make it. Christmas is gonna be good. My Nana and Papa, my Nana, my aunt & uncle, all four of my cousins, one with his new wife, one with a friend, we're gonna have the whole family and it's rare everyone's able to make it. Someone's always away or in Iraq or in training or something so I'm looking forward to it.
I'm really tired I've been workin a lot more than I used to. I just wanna get all my apps done and send em out so I can settle down and just not be so stressed all the time. hmm.
I was watching the Tim McGraw<3 concert this morning and he played a song I'd never heard before and it was so good.
I'm just a blank sheet of paper
This fool's about to write you a letter
To tell you that he's sorry
For the way he did you wrong
To ask for your forgiveness
For leavin you alone
He's been lookin down at me
It seems like forever
He takes the top on and off his pen
It's like he can't decide
What he wants to say
If he'd just tell the truth
I'd be on my way
But he just stares at me
And I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he doesn't want it to end
Now its one hour later
And I'm still a blank sheet of paper
The sunlight is comin through the curtains
He's almost asleep pen in hand
There's a tear in his eye
That refuses to fall
If it would land on me
That would say it all
But he just stares at me
And I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he doesn't want it to end
Now it's four hours later
And I'm still a blank sheet of paper
Oh but he just stares at me
And I just stare at him
He don't know where to start
To say he wants you back again
One broken heart later
And I'm still a blank sheet of paper