ANGER!!
Im angry Im mad Im pissed off im.....AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Im soooo confused, and im tired of fighting, and im tired of school, and im tired of people...
i want to leave far far away loose contact with everyone and just live by a river until i starve to death and wake up to G-d hopefully taking me home...if He still tolerates me
i feel hated and loved, misunderstood, ahhh i dont understand myself and even less the people around me.
I need G-d yet i know that He doesnt need me, ahh i dont know wat to do i havent felt like this for so long, everything is usually so clear and now its distorted, blurred, HELP! i cant do anything alone yet im left alone anyway...
I abhor my past
Im being annoyed by the present
I am terrified of the future
i dont know what to do anymore, i think i have officially given up, maybe when my questions are answered things will be beter, in a week im supposed to know something that will change my life, for the better or worse? only G-d knows...ahh enough
Im soooo confused, and im tired of fighting, and im tired of school, and im tired of people...
i want to leave far far away loose contact with everyone and just live by a river until i starve to death and wake up to G-d hopefully taking me home...if He still tolerates me
i feel hated and loved, misunderstood, ahhh i dont understand myself and even less the people around me.
I need G-d yet i know that He doesnt need me, ahh i dont know wat to do i havent felt like this for so long, everything is usually so clear and now its distorted, blurred, HELP! i cant do anything alone yet im left alone anyway...
I abhor my past
Im being annoyed by the present
I am terrified of the future
i dont know what to do anymore, i think i have officially given up, maybe when my questions are answered things will be beter, in a week im supposed to know something that will change my life, for the better or worse? only G-d knows...ahh enough