Semi- Verbal Masturbation
Mely had a bad dream last night.
Not bad, but really emotional and extremely intense.
I think most people know that I have extremely vivid and "epic" dreams. Use of 5 or 6 senses, amazing camerawork, soundtracks, fantastic plot lines, intriguing characters... I love my dreams.
Last night was no different. There were air raids and attacks going on above... that entire story arc was amazing, typical high adventure and all that. But when I escaped down this chute leading underground, I literally went down a rabbit hole into something entirely different.
Okay, resisting the urge to expound upon all the details, I'd actually rather forget about all the "bad" parts. Instead one scene, one line, stands out in my memory. In this underground magical world, I found someone. A character I thought I'd never see again. Saying a few casual words to eachother, I just up and break down. I'm sitting down, and start sobbing, saying in the most tender, quiet voice, "I missed you... I missed you so very, very much."
Problem is, I'm never good at describing my dreams. *sigh* I think it works a little bit better in person. It used to be a tradition with my older brother to share our dreams over breakfast, and I think he always enjoyed my animated retelling of my sagas. *smile*
Yeah, I decided I'm not even going to touch on the "bad" parts, no need. And the sad parts are always better in retrospect.
Ahh~ I've had my share of sad dreams, I think I'll cry in my sleep, just like Yukino's younger sister Kano from KareKano. *remembers sad dreams*
Okay, this was basically a rant to make myself feel better.
...
Ugh. An hour of screaming later... I need to escape this house. By the way, that was one the of the "bad" parts of my dream. Several hours of vicious fighting and screaming with all the little details, barbs, exhaustion... and just wanting to escape. Just re-enacted right there. Stupid prophetic dreams. I felt it coming, I just had hoped... *sigh* I need to go shopping. Get out. Escape.
Not bad, but really emotional and extremely intense.
I think most people know that I have extremely vivid and "epic" dreams. Use of 5 or 6 senses, amazing camerawork, soundtracks, fantastic plot lines, intriguing characters... I love my dreams.
Last night was no different. There were air raids and attacks going on above... that entire story arc was amazing, typical high adventure and all that. But when I escaped down this chute leading underground, I literally went down a rabbit hole into something entirely different.
Okay, resisting the urge to expound upon all the details, I'd actually rather forget about all the "bad" parts. Instead one scene, one line, stands out in my memory. In this underground magical world, I found someone. A character I thought I'd never see again. Saying a few casual words to eachother, I just up and break down. I'm sitting down, and start sobbing, saying in the most tender, quiet voice, "I missed you... I missed you so very, very much."
Problem is, I'm never good at describing my dreams. *sigh* I think it works a little bit better in person. It used to be a tradition with my older brother to share our dreams over breakfast, and I think he always enjoyed my animated retelling of my sagas. *smile*
Yeah, I decided I'm not even going to touch on the "bad" parts, no need. And the sad parts are always better in retrospect.
Ahh~ I've had my share of sad dreams, I think I'll cry in my sleep, just like Yukino's younger sister Kano from KareKano. *remembers sad dreams*
Okay, this was basically a rant to make myself feel better.
...
Ugh. An hour of screaming later... I need to escape this house. By the way, that was one the of the "bad" parts of my dream. Several hours of vicious fighting and screaming with all the little details, barbs, exhaustion... and just wanting to escape. Just re-enacted right there. Stupid prophetic dreams. I felt it coming, I just had hoped... *sigh* I need to go shopping. Get out. Escape.