it's been an incredibly long time...
so many changes have taken place since my last entry. first ryan and i are NOT together. and I couldn't be more happier about it. i've been given the chance to experience life in a whole different way, one that i never could being tied down. i've been able to see what i am really looking for in a guy and i think i just might know by now exactly what i want and who i see all of those traits in. lately has been nothing but pure happiness. i quit my job at smokey bones, and i worked at Red Robin for less than a month, then i got a job at Financing Alternatives and I absolutely LOVE it there. Jess and I got into our first fight in 3 years! but of course we said our sorries in a couple of days. I adore that girl, she IS my best friend. Right now I am about to go to the doctors to see whats going on, I have lymphnodes inflamed like crazy, plus constant headaches and i've been waking up with fevers. i hope it's not mono, but most likely it's allergies from the season change. well thats pretty much the update on my life so far. i've got a great new job and a group of boys who make me laugh and one imparticular that makes me smile :)