i thought i would write
I unpack today. I repack tomorrow. I'm on a airplane Wednesday. I almost forgot what it was like living out of a suit case. Its weird because even though your always on the move there are still times where you're bored and life is slow. Then all at once everything is fast and chaotic. I forgot how nervous I get when I met new people. My stomach gets in knots and I become overwhelmed by all the new people that I met. That's probably what I don't like the most, is having to meet new people then leave them and forget about them. I feel like I don't gain anything from it.
Sometimes I get so excited for the future. When I say the future I don't mean like next year I'm talking about like seven years from now. I cannot wait to get married and have children. I honestly feel like I'm going to marry Joe. I can see my life with him. He was my best friend before we ever started dating so I feel like we have a really great foundation for our relationship. Sometimes I get so excited for that future that it's hard for me to focus on the present.
Sometimes I get so excited for the future. When I say the future I don't mean like next year I'm talking about like seven years from now. I cannot wait to get married and have children. I honestly feel like I'm going to marry Joe. I can see my life with him. He was my best friend before we ever started dating so I feel like we have a really great foundation for our relationship. Sometimes I get so excited for that future that it's hard for me to focus on the present.