Aug 24, 2005 20:10
The last time I wrote in here was Sunday. Sunday night I had to sleep all by myself for the first night in a while. It felt so weird. Mike called in the morning and wanted me to come over before he had to go to work, but I had no energy to move so I told him I would come over later. I just lounged around for most of the day Monday, I was going to go see about a job, because I`m in desperate need of one. I don't really need the money. I`ll probably just save it all because like I said I don't need it right now, but I`m just so bored. Monday night I went over to Mike's a little while. Than I went up to my dad's with him and my brother. There was alot of fightinggoing on up there, because Wade is an asshole.I pretty much stuck up for Jay, because Wade is an asshole like I said and if it would have been the other way around, Wade would have been the same way Jay was. It's a long story of wut actually went on, but I don't feel like typing it.Than I stayed the night with Mike.Tuesday morning I woke up kinda early.I just hung out there for a while and he got in a bad mood because of someone so I asked him if he wanted me to leave because I didnt want to make things worseand he said no at first but than ended up telling me it would probably be best if i did. Which I didn't mind at all because I hate seeing him when he is pissed off.I didn't really do much of anythingall day. I called Wade to see if Danny wanted to come stay the night with me and he did so Wade brought him down. I stayed up with him than around 11ish Mike came over. Danny loves him. It's cute tho cuz he is Mike's little buddy. lol When Mike left I went to bed and he called me this morning when he woke up,and me and Danny went over there, because he wanted to play Mike's x-box. We pretty much spent most of the dayover there. I came home at sum point, because Wade wantedMike to go with him sumplace and he asked me to watch Taylor and Austin.I`m goin out tomorrow to practice driving, since my road test is Tuesday.Things in life are going so great.I have a great boyfriendthat treats me really good and would do anything for me.He doesn't want me to be anything other than happyand I love it. There is nothing going wrong at all.I don'tthink I`m going to Hawaii,my uncle hasn't called or said anything about it so who knows.So everyone is leaving for college.It kinda depresses me, because I should be doing the same but I`m not and it just shows how time flys by. Another thing I didn't get to hang out with everyone this summer like I wanted to, but shit happens and people change and drift apart right? School is also starting up in a couple weeks. It makes me realize how much I`m going to miss it. I mean don't get me wrong I disliked school, but that was just the teachers, the drama and the homework. I`m going to miss just going to school everyday, having the memories and stuff with my friends. Life just seemed more simple when you knew wut u had to do every day. You didn't have to be "grown up". I have beginning to realize how much I`m changing. There might be sum people that don't see it, but I sure do. It's kinda weird, but it happens. It's not a bad change defintily a good one =) Well I`m out.