My poem I wrote for School
Torn between This life
It seems that I have lost my soul,
These things will not forgive,
I try so hard to fix,
This life I try to live.
I'm haunted by memories.
Of days you would be there.
I was too naive to see.
I thought that you would care.
Everything is torn down,
Everything I do,
Never is mediocure,
But are mistakes to you.
Everyone fooled by a smile.
But deep inside are fears.
These thoughts inside never rest.
I'm haunted by these tears.
Bring me back my composure,
That some how escaped me.
Now gone, I'm not the way,
I want and need to be.
Return me to salvation,
From this life I have lost.
Break me loose of these four walls,
No matter what the cost.
Immobilized by my fear,
Of being in the dark,
A long life of solitude,
And not making my mark.
I'm frozen inside of myself,
Inside of these four walls,
I need to get out of here,
I'm not one of those dolls.
Let me be the person who,
Is who they want to be.
Who reach their life-long dreams,
And hold the single key.
Yeah, thats my poem, emo i kno, but it kinda speaks for itself about what is going on inside my head right now.
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So today was good. Hung with michael and emily. Got sick (no so cool)
So im here updating my LJ.
Later,