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im feeling annoyed again. its wierd how it just hits me. this whole thing sort of takes its toll on me as it pleases.
i don't think i deserved to have all my cloths cut up. and i don't think i deserved to have my car cd player stolen either. and im pretty sure that when someone puts a restraining order on you, it means they DONT want to talk to you because you are a psycho. if you never called me again, it would be too damn soon. i still cant believe i had to go and get an actual restraining order. i feel like thats so..i dont know, white trash of me. oh well.
remember when i said this was going to kick me in the ass? there ya go.
i guess this is what they call karma. but at the same time, i dont know. because he made my life HELL for so long. i dont know... despite how shitty things are right now, im pretty optimistic on the whole thing. the way i see it, having all my cloths cut up into shreads is a small price to pay to have him out of my life for good.
for good.... yeah, i like the sound of that.
"this isn't your karma. this is him triggering his own. i dont care what anyone says, you didnt do anything wrong. hes going to get it mel, not just for what hes doin now, but for what he's been doin all along."-little kelly aw<3
but im not guna lie. it does suck about my cloths.