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You know. i just got done reading somehitng. and it made me think. ok on christmas this year i was upset. becausze under the tree was a little box, a victoria secret gift card and a card. and im like well i got jippped this christmas. and its sad ebcause i really felt like i did. even though im getting a shopping spree in new york, and a trip there! thats expensive. and theres people that are just ahappy to ave love and eachother for christmas. i hate how im so greedy sometimes. its sad. and ive been kinda hurting lately with, not only being greedy, but just. being lazy with reading my bible. i just hope it changes quick before it gets out of hand. because even right now im like ok i should read. but i dont want to take time out of my lauzy life that has no meaning without Jesus Christ, and just read a story and talk to him. it makes me cry that im like that sometimes WHY EOULDNT I WANT TO READ A LOVE LETTER WRITTEN TO ME, and just watch out signs because these things that i read r to protect me not to lecture me. UUGH. as im on the airplane, please pray i dont read magazines and listen to music the whole time? please pray that my time is not focused around money and friends in connecticut and new york? please please pray for me. that i come back more in Love with my maker my wound healer more than ive ever been? thank you.