Jun 20, 2007 21:51
Being dispensable is a lot more liberating than being in love. It's freeing. It's belittling. Most things that are belittling are liberating. I revel in the realization of how insignificant I am. It matters little what I do.
Granted, as my brother put it, "you have to play the game." Recognizing it as a game, though, is why I read Nietzsche. Riding the cusp of taking reality seriously is what I have been trying for the last year or so.
...far out.
emma