Sep 11, 2003 14:43
well yeh. i missed my first class because i way max overslept BUT! i wrote a great paper for my next class. there is a bunch of stuff going on this weekend but i really dont care. im kinda getting into one of those ruts. im pretty much ambivilant as far as social activities in san diego are concerned. i mean im sure ill go to this party and that blah blah blah. but i dont much care. i think my focus lies elsewhere. not one place in particular, just not here. i also kinda wanna call nikki ma, old girlfriend. but i have no way of contacting her so i guess that isnt gonna happen. lost in the sands of time? haha. i just dont see much meaning in things lately. everything is repeating itself. im getting that feeling again where im trapped in san diego and all i wanna do is get the fuck out of here. i like my friends here, but everything is so repetative and dull. i miss san francisco and los angeles. i miss the places where things are actually happening. im done fooling myself into thinking that soemthing is actually going on in san diego to take note of. bye.