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[meltingpoint57]

     Failure's reign is at the rise again, or perhaps in dominant presence already. Not am i only downing myself in regression now, but am also recognizing that i bring others with me. I am a failure to you. Yes...you. You, who reads this periodically or perhaps more often, wondering if i'll have anything interesting to say, any deviation from what

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[ddr_shorti]

Katrina..killing yourself is the worst thing you could ever do to anyone. You might feel like you have nothing to live for and that some things just aren't working out but you have to live on. For yourself, for your friends, for your teachers, for your parents, for everyone. I mean, is there anyone or anything that you love? That you truly would do anything for that person or do anything for that thing? What if it disappeared? What would you do? How would you feel if one of your friends even if they aren't that close, commited suicide? Would you say they are stupid, or awesome, or would you say anything at all? Would you want to commit suicide more because they did it? Suicide is a stupid thing. By killing yourself, you cause more pain to others, and to yourself depending on how you do it. If you kill yourself, you are not releasing the pain. You are passing it on to pther people who care about you. I mean me personally, I don't know what I would do. I would cry, just thinking about it makes me cry. I can feel tears coming right now.

[xfaithinnothing]

ahh, i see we have a genius here.......

so fascinating.

[meltingpoint57]

Aw hey, you know that was "mean". ::Threatens with bat::

;-)

[ddr_shorti]

Ya know I kinda wanna say "fuck you" but I won't. Cause I keep the peace.

[xfaithinnothing]

"i dont give a shit!"

just kidding.......
lol.

[nobodylistens21]

I don't mean to sound cruel, but wouldn't you rather see Katrina alive than dead??

[xfaithinnothing]

is that a rhetorical question??

[meltingpoint57]

is there anyone or anything that you love?

i'd like to say there is...but it's so difficult to when love doesn't really have this omniscent definition that everyone can follow...so i'll have to tell you i don't know.

How would you feel if one of your friends even if they aren't that close, commited suicide?

Actually, i've had dreams like that before...they're a little unrealistic, but there's a sense there that i get what you're trying to poke at with that question. My reaction would surely depend on the person, i'd really like to be aware of their reasoning. Of course unfortunately if they didn't tell me why they wanted to, i guess i wasn't meant to know. But again with the original quote there, i'm afraid i don't know.

Do you have any goals? And resolutions for the new year?Resolutions...well i'd like to be a better person in my own perspective, but even now that's looking pretty grim. But goals, those are some things i haven't completely worked out yet, but much to your discontent i already know one of them is to die

[ddr_shorti]

Well, I can't say I didn't try. I hate people who don't even say thank you even if the advice or opinion was useless.

[ddr_shorti]

And about your goals..if one of them is to die, that's already going to happen. Later in life! Not cause by yourself! It's ridiculous!

[meltingpoint57]

No i mean one of them is to die by the way i choose...

And sorry, i thought the thanks was kind of understood...