Jul 02, 2012 01:47
It is...almost 2am here in Kansas and I'm still awake.
Not a good thing since I will be working a 13 hour shift tomorrow.
I've been listening to every damn EMO band I know and discovering new ones as well. This second job thing has really helped me keep my head on straight. It's hard to focus on your personal life when you are running around like a crazy person.
I feel like I'm beginning to know who this new Mel is. I feel like a more polished version of who I was before. I'm still me. This I know. The essential core of who I am can never change. Because of that...I'm able to make the same mistakes I made before. Maybe calling them mistakes isn't fair. I am who I am...and my priorities are different than other people.
Let's hope it's not shame on me this time around. But...could be. Never know.