NeverEnding Story
Trying really hard to keep it together...
I think I'm finally on the right track...
It's been a lot of wake up calls.
I think I started to rely on someone else to pull me through. And my expectations are far too high. Except...they really aren't that high I guess. But that is the story of my life. Whether it be because they don't want to or they just can't...it seems to be history repeating itself. Not a good thing.
I need to only rely on myself. That's a sad truth. But it is truth nonetheless. I know what needs to be done...but I cannot do it. Not now. But the more I open myself up to what is in front of me..the easier it will be I think.
...This is raw.
Unavoidable.
Immoral.
Torturous.
Honest.
...to be.
Bleeding dry.
Gorgeous.
Dreaming of an end...
...that will never come.
This is the story of our love.
I think I'm finally on the right track...
It's been a lot of wake up calls.
I think I started to rely on someone else to pull me through. And my expectations are far too high. Except...they really aren't that high I guess. But that is the story of my life. Whether it be because they don't want to or they just can't...it seems to be history repeating itself. Not a good thing.
I need to only rely on myself. That's a sad truth. But it is truth nonetheless. I know what needs to be done...but I cannot do it. Not now. But the more I open myself up to what is in front of me..the easier it will be I think.
...This is raw.
Unavoidable.
Immoral.
Torturous.
Honest.
...to be.
Bleeding dry.
Gorgeous.
Dreaming of an end...
...that will never come.
This is the story of our love.