19 tomorrow!
yay, it's my birthday tomorrow! excited, although strange to think i'll be 19, it's just not one of those ages you imagine yourself being, i don't know why because it's not like i thought i'd have some tragic young death or anything, well i hope not. god i still have one more day, maybe i'm jinxing myself! hmm, no i'm not really superstitious. Just feeling strange because for some bizarre reason i turned on the tv yesterday and some absurd teen choice awards were on. and it just weirded me out that there are all these people younger than me who seem to look much older. and i know that they've got professional hair and makeup stylists and all, but it still doesn't do too much for your self confidence. But then that's something i need to work on anyways...maybe being in the jungle will help, no makeup, no civilisation; as long as there aren't any stick-thin, 5'10" models around then I should be okay. Should have had more US beef with growth hormones in as a kid, although I don't think I can blame vegetarianism for not reaching 5'6"! Been calling about the 22-20s tickets and can't get through! paranoid now that they'll sell out, maybe i can get to see the ordinary boys instead...although not supposed to be spendin money at the moment! Otherwise though, I won't be able to go to a gig until a good 6 months or more from now! unless of course there are any guerilla gigs in the jungle! okay okay, i now comedy's not my forte. it's a sunday morning, unlike the bangles, i've never been a sunday fan, so i'm going to try and drag my sister to the gym in anticipation of some cake tomorrow!!