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so...
he just walks away,
to an area unknown.
the street light gives me one last glimpse,
"ill be back," he said.
i almost believe him.
thoughts buzz through my bland feelings,
doesnt he care about me?
my feelings of anguish?
will he come back to me tonight,
because he loves me?
or because it is convenient?
is that why he still looks at me?
tells me we'll be together forever,
just because im here and will be.
the hours spent behind the wheel together dont matter.
he doesnt think twice,
i changed, i tried.
im left in a blank stare seeing his shadow fade.
where is he?