The Flaxen-blind Boy
You’re seeing the world in a flaxen tone. You know that behind that gray overcast there could be something better. Still lost though in your memories of what could’ve been. I’m sorry this had to happen so soon…
i see you now.
i’m missing you more less.
you meant so much to me.
you’re disappointing me now; i thought you honestly knew better.
i am not sorry this had to happen so soon.
would you have preferred to take the long and gruling path that would have been disguised as perfect?
not i.
i’m saddened now by your sudden shift.
i guess you didn’t really ever love me.
i should have saved all that for someone else.
should have risked it for someone who was really worth it.
yes,
this is a stab-in-the-heart ballad just for you.
written by me without the slightest bit of remorse.
if only you weren’t so ignorant,
you’d learn humiliation.
there is no more to say than:
i hate you.
and i loved the person i thought you were.
i see you now.
i’m missing you more less.
you meant so much to me.
you’re disappointing me now; i thought you honestly knew better.
i am not sorry this had to happen so soon.
would you have preferred to take the long and gruling path that would have been disguised as perfect?
not i.
i’m saddened now by your sudden shift.
i guess you didn’t really ever love me.
i should have saved all that for someone else.
should have risked it for someone who was really worth it.
yes,
this is a stab-in-the-heart ballad just for you.
written by me without the slightest bit of remorse.
if only you weren’t so ignorant,
you’d learn humiliation.
there is no more to say than:
i hate you.
and i loved the person i thought you were.