Jennifer S.

[melting_djarums]

There I was. And I was comfortable with her.
Her eyes kept me covered and she kept me warm with her smile.
Where did she go?

Her hair as black as the nights that I spent with her.
Her presence as bright as the days we shared.
Where did she go?

It's terrible to lose the one you really love and have to try to replace them.
Where did she go?

She was gone as fast as I grew up--I feel it now.
No one plays the rebound game as well as me.
Suffocating myself with everyone else, wishing I could breathe again freely.
I control and constrict myself too often; so self-absorbed.
Where did she go?

She was gone faster than I could explain to her how much her happiness really meant to me.
I thought so many nights about how maybe she would return to me if only I told her about how much her face burnt and impression into my life.
What good are my feelings when I can't explain them correctly?
Where did she go?

What good are my words when I can't say them to her?
What good am I to lose her?

I want her back.

Someone please tell me--
Where did she go?