Jun 27, 2005 08:23
so me and joby are on a "break". i dunno it sucks though cause in the meantime he can find someone else whos better, or maybe already have someone, therefore he has no time to miss me cause his feeling are being occupied with this new girl. BUT its good too then i guess, cause then he has someone better and why settle for something less, like me. i dunno but i guess ill have to wait to see what time has in store for us. he did call this morning though, to see what i was doing and stuff.
mmm so yeah, i dont have work tommorrow, and im already ready for bed and tommorrow im going to the beach probably. or something.
i smell so good right now from the shower.
last night he said "i dont deserve you, youre too good of a person to get all the crap i give to you" hmm. isnt that the truth.
gahhh