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[meltedxkiss]

i went to the docs today. she gave me medicine. i kinda wanna hang out with darren tonight. i just feel like cuddling. i think cause i'm really starting to miss blake a lot. i got a letter from him today. and it is just killing me not being able to be with him and hold him and see him. i can't take it anymore. i know people say i can do better and he isn't worth it and all that. and that he hasn't changed. but i love him. and he loves me. and nobody has or will ever love me like he does. and that is what counts. that he loves me. if i could pick between the richest guy in the world, the most successful, one with a perfect background.... i would still choose blake... he knows me like no other... the only other person who knows me better then he does is the best friend (shannon) there are times i wish i didn't love him like i do but he makes me happy. after everything he has put me through. all the pain and hurt and suffering i still wanna be with him.. i don't wanna be with anyone else. i can't see it in my mind... i know i'm 'talking' to people now but i dunno... enough of this... i gotta go do homework. and then i'm watching the notebook with my mom! and then tomorrow i'm watching it with shannon! :) love ya girl. need some furniture? lol
xoxox... andrea.