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I hate this weather, I really do. I prayed for rain, but it came on the wrong day. Well, time of day. I like it when it rains at night. It helps me fall asleep. When it rains during the day, it's just depressing. Really. I'm sad right now. I'm blaming the weather. Sad, yes. I should blame it on my own emotionalness and how I'm really sensitive. I could blame it on thousands of other things. Like how Chris was being pissy. We were walking to Saga and he pushed me away... Too harsh. I think he might've been joking but really, he needs to stop it. It hurts. I ended up being the one to apologize because I felt bad. WTF. Really WTF.
I'm a weakling. I don't like sarcasm. I'm cutting it out of my daily speak. I'm not going to keep doing things to people that hurt me when they happen to me. Ya know?! It's just stupid. I tried to explain that, but it never works. I just get told that I don't have a sense of humor. I do have a sense of humor, but really, is sarcasm funny? No. It's not. :[
I just needed to say that. It kills me not to let things out... Really it does.
I'm a weakling. I don't like sarcasm. I'm cutting it out of my daily speak. I'm not going to keep doing things to people that hurt me when they happen to me. Ya know?! It's just stupid. I tried to explain that, but it never works. I just get told that I don't have a sense of humor. I do have a sense of humor, but really, is sarcasm funny? No. It's not. :[
I just needed to say that. It kills me not to let things out... Really it does.