congratulations, MOE
i really can't help but feel that the education system is squeezing everything out from me, all my passions, all i ever felt, making me into a slave for all its homework and exams.
now i hate cap, i hate debate. cos they're not counted, but i stil have to do them. i don't see the point, not at all. these are the obstacles towards me doing all the things that are summative, that are included in my grade. i even hate lit now for all its annotating. the education system is making me into a walking slave.
congratulations moe, you got your aim. now we're all subjected to all your abuse, too tired to commit crimes. or isit precisely this pressure that's creating those juvenile delinquints? think, moe, think.
i can't even write, and that hurts.
give me my inspiration back. i feel like dropping out.
chempt sspt caplitreview debateresearch lotfannotation mathssa.
i haven't done any, and my weekend has been taken up by some stupid dialouge thing which i don't even see the point in.
i hate being ordered around, seriously. and i hate being the secretary. i hate the bloody sec fours, seriously. and certain people for their hypocrisy. everything's warped.
i, miss, ac, debate, camp.
miss bagan serai. miss writing. miss my point in life.
i can't believe i'm in this pile of shit, created by the education system. and i can't just put down everything and say HECK. cos of that stupid grade on my stupid report book.
maths sa on wed, and i haven't studied, and i don't know anything about that topic. i haven't felt so lost for a maths topic before. i can't screw this up. can't, can't, can't. i can't screw anything up either, especially hopeless chem. stupid dlau who sucks. damn him. i can't screw bio. stupid idealistic teacher. i understand all his stupid ideals, but in such a society they can just die. cos what matters is what's going to be seen. all the rest of the crap can wait for after the exams. if you want us to change our mindset, change the education system first.
damn damn damn.
can't wait for the next six weeks to pass.
now i hate cap, i hate debate. cos they're not counted, but i stil have to do them. i don't see the point, not at all. these are the obstacles towards me doing all the things that are summative, that are included in my grade. i even hate lit now for all its annotating. the education system is making me into a walking slave.
congratulations moe, you got your aim. now we're all subjected to all your abuse, too tired to commit crimes. or isit precisely this pressure that's creating those juvenile delinquints? think, moe, think.
i can't even write, and that hurts.
give me my inspiration back. i feel like dropping out.
chempt sspt caplitreview debateresearch lotfannotation mathssa.
i haven't done any, and my weekend has been taken up by some stupid dialouge thing which i don't even see the point in.
i hate being ordered around, seriously. and i hate being the secretary. i hate the bloody sec fours, seriously. and certain people for their hypocrisy. everything's warped.
i, miss, ac, debate, camp.
miss bagan serai. miss writing. miss my point in life.
i can't believe i'm in this pile of shit, created by the education system. and i can't just put down everything and say HECK. cos of that stupid grade on my stupid report book.
maths sa on wed, and i haven't studied, and i don't know anything about that topic. i haven't felt so lost for a maths topic before. i can't screw this up. can't, can't, can't. i can't screw anything up either, especially hopeless chem. stupid dlau who sucks. damn him. i can't screw bio. stupid idealistic teacher. i understand all his stupid ideals, but in such a society they can just die. cos what matters is what's going to be seen. all the rest of the crap can wait for after the exams. if you want us to change our mindset, change the education system first.
damn damn damn.
can't wait for the next six weeks to pass.