3 things i want to say to 3 people
i feel like doing this cos it seems fun, but the thing is no one whom these are intended for will read this. shrug.
1. like i told bren, i have no idea why i like you despite all your flaws. and i still can't talk to you on msn cos of that fear we won't talk as well as before, cos of that fear that you're busy -- talking to someone else. or playing games. which is why i prefer smsing now. cos it takes the pressure off. and actually it's not like, i just don't know how i feel.
2. thank you for being such a comforting presence for me to spew everything to. sometimes you seem so exceedingly mature, and you're so much mature than any guy i've known. i think you're even more mature than me and almost everyone else i know. i love you, as a friend. it's like no pressure at all when i talk to you, and i can just talk to you once you come online without worries for my pride.
3. thank you for being my best friend for three years and listening to everything i have to say. i can just talk to you without feeling the need to extend the convo. i can just say HELLO without anything else. we just automatically talk to each other. and you've lent a listening ear to my emo times, and for that i'm grateful.
okay basicallly these are the three most important people besides my family in my life now. nobody else has really known me, except for these three.