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Saw some Kalamazoo kids who were town for URTAs yesterday. Had a little sad reminiscing time about Slaughterhouse 5 and watched this great great slide show Jeffrey made again...and almost cried...again.
It was really nice to have people around yesterday, it doesn't happen all that often that we have a group together. Just very cool to see familiar faces. Much needed. Sort of kept my spirits up. It seems like everyone's doing well at URTAs and why the hell not? WMU is a pretty badass theatre school and the name is finally getting out. So keep up the good work my Western friends :) I'm so proud of all of you. Cowper and Faiz-how did it go?!
Ok. So I have a little over 2 weeks to get ready for this California thing. I'm still planning on going and he still doesn't know about it. Maybe it will help turn things around? That wasn't really what it was intended for initially. I'm hoping that regardless of this feeling in the pit of my stomach it will go well and we'll at least have a good weekend together. I didn't really think this thing we're going through would last this long...who know's though, he could be feeling differently any day now. So could I.
I keep telling myself that we've been doing the long distance thing for almost a year and a half. We're at the halfway point. Of course its fucking difficult and of course he needs to think about it. This is a big deal. And for having maybe only one other spat in the past 2 years...we're doing pretty damn well. He's allowed to have a meltdown. Just don't take it personally. Be patient. Stop fucking freaking out. Oye. Things will be fine. If they're not fine...they'll lead to something better for both of us.
It was really nice to have people around yesterday, it doesn't happen all that often that we have a group together. Just very cool to see familiar faces. Much needed. Sort of kept my spirits up. It seems like everyone's doing well at URTAs and why the hell not? WMU is a pretty badass theatre school and the name is finally getting out. So keep up the good work my Western friends :) I'm so proud of all of you. Cowper and Faiz-how did it go?!
Ok. So I have a little over 2 weeks to get ready for this California thing. I'm still planning on going and he still doesn't know about it. Maybe it will help turn things around? That wasn't really what it was intended for initially. I'm hoping that regardless of this feeling in the pit of my stomach it will go well and we'll at least have a good weekend together. I didn't really think this thing we're going through would last this long...who know's though, he could be feeling differently any day now. So could I.
I keep telling myself that we've been doing the long distance thing for almost a year and a half. We're at the halfway point. Of course its fucking difficult and of course he needs to think about it. This is a big deal. And for having maybe only one other spat in the past 2 years...we're doing pretty damn well. He's allowed to have a meltdown. Just don't take it personally. Be patient. Stop fucking freaking out. Oye. Things will be fine. If they're not fine...they'll lead to something better for both of us.