Rant
For the past year or so I have had this intense wanderlust. And it was really annoying, actually. Mostly because I couldn't wander anywhere. lol. It just costs so much money, and there is so much planning involved, but it was mostly the money issue that was/is preventing me from going anywhere. literally, anywhere.
Now that I'm in San Diego for Art school, and I'm away from home, and all my friends, I'm still unhappy. haha. I should make up my mind, right? lol--Well the reason I'm not satisfied perhaps is:
1.) Money. (again)
I'm still broke as a joke just in a different county.
2.) If I had my own house/town home/apartment..Shack..Whatever! It might be a different story. Living with three other girls is killing me slowly and painfully. haha. It's not like they are horrible roommates or anything, they're really nice actually, and fairly clean. The thing is, I don't think that I can take all this estrogen for very much longer.
Every time I go home to visit, it's really hard to come back to San Dee. My extra comfy Queen size bed doesn't help the abrupt transition either. It's not even comparable next to my little piece of shit twin size, feels like plywood, poor excuse for a bed. Seriously, WHAT a piece of shit. I mean, you would think, with all of the money that we are paying to be at this school, and in student housing, they could at least use some of that revenue to invest in acceptable mattresses.
We're called starving artists/students not because we can't sell art. (please! Whats-his-face just sold a piece of work called the "golden calf" for a couple mil. And all it was was a real dead baby cow, that was suspended in a tank of formaldehyde. Granted, the tank was framed in solid gold, but that's really besides the point. It wasn't even his original idea, it was from someone else's painting that was basically about worshiping false idols.) --We're starving and poor (and sleep deprived) because we pay a shit load of money for school, because society says that we need to have a degree in something before we can call ourselves Artists.
You know what I say about those people?
I say, Fuck those people.
They are obviously complete retards.
If you haven't had the chance to see the movie Art School confidential, you should rent it. It talks about how ridiculous people are about art. and John Malchovich is in it. So there you go.
M.
Now that I'm in San Diego for Art school, and I'm away from home, and all my friends, I'm still unhappy. haha. I should make up my mind, right? lol--Well the reason I'm not satisfied perhaps is:
1.) Money. (again)
I'm still broke as a joke just in a different county.
2.) If I had my own house/town home/apartment..Shack..Whatever! It might be a different story. Living with three other girls is killing me slowly and painfully. haha. It's not like they are horrible roommates or anything, they're really nice actually, and fairly clean. The thing is, I don't think that I can take all this estrogen for very much longer.
Every time I go home to visit, it's really hard to come back to San Dee. My extra comfy Queen size bed doesn't help the abrupt transition either. It's not even comparable next to my little piece of shit twin size, feels like plywood, poor excuse for a bed. Seriously, WHAT a piece of shit. I mean, you would think, with all of the money that we are paying to be at this school, and in student housing, they could at least use some of that revenue to invest in acceptable mattresses.
We're called starving artists/students not because we can't sell art. (please! Whats-his-face just sold a piece of work called the "golden calf" for a couple mil. And all it was was a real dead baby cow, that was suspended in a tank of formaldehyde. Granted, the tank was framed in solid gold, but that's really besides the point. It wasn't even his original idea, it was from someone else's painting that was basically about worshiping false idols.) --We're starving and poor (and sleep deprived) because we pay a shit load of money for school, because society says that we need to have a degree in something before we can call ourselves Artists.
You know what I say about those people?
I say, Fuck those people.
They are obviously complete retards.
If you haven't had the chance to see the movie Art School confidential, you should rent it. It talks about how ridiculous people are about art. and John Malchovich is in it. So there you go.
M.