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i went on a date sunday. he's very cute and very tall. 6'4! it went well. we've been texting/talking ever since and are seeing each other again saturday.
it almost surprised me how easy it is to like him.
but i guess i was ignored/pushed aside for so many months that i couldn't hang onto those feelings for jeremy for that long. might be different if he and i saw each other or talked but we don't and i don't want to see him or talk to him. i honestly just have no desire. not even when i'm drunk. never even think about texting him.
so anyway, this guy lives like 45 minutes from edwardsville, on the st louis side. and he's a teacher so he gets up early and goes to bed early, so it makes it difficult to find a lot of time to hang out. but i like that it forces us to take it slowly. neither of us want to rush into anything.
i just want to hang out with someone who knows how to have some fun. we'll see where it goes i guess.
it almost surprised me how easy it is to like him.
but i guess i was ignored/pushed aside for so many months that i couldn't hang onto those feelings for jeremy for that long. might be different if he and i saw each other or talked but we don't and i don't want to see him or talk to him. i honestly just have no desire. not even when i'm drunk. never even think about texting him.
so anyway, this guy lives like 45 minutes from edwardsville, on the st louis side. and he's a teacher so he gets up early and goes to bed early, so it makes it difficult to find a lot of time to hang out. but i like that it forces us to take it slowly. neither of us want to rush into anything.
i just want to hang out with someone who knows how to have some fun. we'll see where it goes i guess.