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Aug 01, 2010 21:12

i'm so up and down.

one minute i'm feeling alive, feeling better and more free than i've felt in years. doing what i want when i want, not worrying about jeremy or what he's doing, not sitting around his house bored and feeling unimportant. i've been going out, drinking, having fun with friends.

then the next minute i'm just plain sad. missing jeremy. everything about him. his blue eyes, his ghetto booty, him singing like one of the bee gees. i start feeling lonely and the idea of dating someone else literally nauseates me.

i'm so up and down.

but i guess that's normal.
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