¬¬¬The collision of your kiss¬¬¬
Forgive me, father, for I have sinned.
So me and Calum went to Stage door, even though I haven't been well, but whatever, I didn't go in the pit so I'm ok. Anyways! So I spent a lot of the time with Dave, just sitting on the couches, trying to talk over the music. And y'know, well, ok he only had his arm around me, it's no big deal! So then suddenly he said "so do i get a kiss then?" and I said maybe (not yes, but maybe, ok?!) and then just as me and Calum were about to leave, he said "so have you made up your mind yet?" and well (and this is where you all hate me) we made out. And I know I should have listened to the castle lady (josie) and waited until him and his girlfriend have broken up, but he was just right there on a plate, and it's Dave for God's sake!
I've been trying since then to try and justify what happened.......
- Dave asked Calum before Stage Door if he would hook me and him up, which is all his doing and has nothing to do with me.
- I did say no twice before
- I've liked Dave since the minute I saw him so of course I would have kissed him.......right?
- He blatenly doesn't like his gf a lot anyways if he'll do something like that with me, so maybe this is a good thing for her to break them up.........not that she can ever know about this!
And that's my reasons- they're shit, and trying to justify it makes me an even worse person! Argh! I feel so bad now- I mean, I've liked him litteraly since I first saw him, and he's just so pretty! And it's so wrong, but maybe this means he'll quit stringing his girlfriend along and then things will be ok..............yea?................NO :'(