Sep 03, 2006 17:36
"A silver blade to cut your lips
You scream "I love you".
You parade my broken heart
Your pride and Joy
Your little toy"
That's something I found today, from a poem I wrote on Thursday. I dunno why I wrote it, it just appeared in my head. Weird how that always happens with me. I guess if I could sing or play an instrument better than "well", I'd make a good songwriter, lolz.
Anyways, as some of you might have noticed while replying to my posts, I'm starting to sort things out to be friends with Drew. He still thinks I'm stupid for thinking he's amazing, but he's just a silly bastard, lolz. I also heard something today about Lauren. Apparently I'd said some shit about her, so I talked to her and said it was all some bullshit. I'm sick of all the shit I keep hearing. From now on, if anyone hears that I've said anything about them, ignore it because if I have a problem with any of you feckers, I'll tell you instead of taking the cowards' way out by telling someone else. I also heard Bullshit's made a video of me crying from friday night. Where is it now? Fucking MySpace. Fucking idiot- I went into Dan's room for a reason, to get away from bastards like him. He's pathetic. Anyways, I heard somewhere people are after him, so I hope he gets his.
I went to Dean's party today, it was really fun. His party is because he's going away in the army. It got to the end, and everyone was crying, and as I sat with Steph, I said something that was too smart for my mouth, but it's true. No one should feel too bad about Dean going. Because, even though we'll miss him, think about how happy we're gonna be every 6 weeks when he comes back?? No matter what happens, we'll see him and we'll always be happy every six weeks of our lives, even if never any other time.
I've got some pictures and videos that I'll upload tomorrow. I'm sleeping at Calum's tonight, and I'll be in town tomorrow, so I'm really sorry but I won't be checking my friends page for a few days.
College on Wednesday!! =o
college,
myspace,
army,
calums,
bullshit,
poem,
party,
pictures,
bitching,
dean lauren,
video,
i hate him,
drew