¬¬¬The innocent can never last¬¬¬
Well everyone, here I am again. Stuck at home.
Yep, makes a nice change, huh? (!) Pfft, I hate these Saturday nights. After having to leave town early because of all them lot, I always find myself with nothing to do when I get home. Meh, yea, i really wonder why, don't I??
Y'know, I dunno why they all don't just tell me they don't want anything to do with me. I mean, let's face it, if they did want me to hang out with them all on a Saturday night, they'd ask me to come along. But no, every week, everyone has somewhere to go and someone to see, and Mel is stuck at home. I bet if I was in town all day with them, I wouldn't get left out.. well, not as much. But no, Mel has to go, so Mel doesn't get invited back.
MEH.
What is the point in all this anymore?? I mean, is there really anything I have going for me anymore?? I'm failing school, that I know. I have no money, no ((decent)) boyfriend [I'll get to that point in a friends only post later]. And my own friends don't even want to hang out with me. I mean, you know you're unpopular when your friends don't wanna hang out with you. MEH.
Why the fuck haven't I killed myself yet??
EDIT: Actually, don't expect the friend's only post. I'm just not in the mood right now ='[
Yep, makes a nice change, huh? (!) Pfft, I hate these Saturday nights. After having to leave town early because of all them lot, I always find myself with nothing to do when I get home. Meh, yea, i really wonder why, don't I??
Y'know, I dunno why they all don't just tell me they don't want anything to do with me. I mean, let's face it, if they did want me to hang out with them all on a Saturday night, they'd ask me to come along. But no, every week, everyone has somewhere to go and someone to see, and Mel is stuck at home. I bet if I was in town all day with them, I wouldn't get left out.. well, not as much. But no, Mel has to go, so Mel doesn't get invited back.
MEH.
What is the point in all this anymore?? I mean, is there really anything I have going for me anymore?? I'm failing school, that I know. I have no money, no ((decent)) boyfriend [I'll get to that point in a friends only post later]. And my own friends don't even want to hang out with me. I mean, you know you're unpopular when your friends don't wanna hang out with you. MEH.
Why the fuck haven't I killed myself yet??
EDIT: Actually, don't expect the friend's only post. I'm just not in the mood right now ='[