Letter to no one

Jan 19, 2010 19:40

To whom it may concern,          
  Through the years there’ve been good times and bad. Ups and downs of varying levels. At what point as an adult does one say I’m too tired to carry on? At what point does one say they deserve more and believe it? How can one say its not enough I’m sorry. When does one say I need more? How can one turn their back on time and love? When does one say that love isn’t enough? How does one say it isn’t enough? These are all questions that have been asked and answered by so many. But each situation is different and unique. How does one start over when what they really want is so close to home but makes one feel like nothing? How does one say I love you, I want to be with you but I can’t wait any longer for you to have time for me? Why does one have to fight to get and keep your attention? Why is it only that you throw a bone every now and again when you realize that something is amiss? Why do the three most important words in the world come so hard? What would happen tomorrow if you woke up and they weren’t there anymore? You would’ve lost your chance to tell them how much they mean to you. But knowing this it’s still too difficult to say them with feeling? Consider this one’s notice of resignation as a full time partner. It’s time to take some of the time to find someone who will see one as important and worth love. It is time to take the time and find someone who will make time for someone. It doesn’t mean that the love or hope is gone, it just means that you like everyone else will have to work for it. To prove that one is important and deserving of time. Yes, the reason for time shortage is a noble one however without balance there is only hurt and misery. Know that those three words come easily to some and remember that they are directed at you. Hopefully in one’s time away you will find what it is you want and will be able to express yourself in a manner that leaves no doubt in one’s mind.  Hope and love are not gone just need time to rekindle and or find a new path.  
Sincerely,
Bitter & Jaded
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