Jan 27, 2005 18:14
It really stinks when one of the things you love most, you begin to hate. Not because of you, but because of other people.
I'm talking about soccer.
Today was the last day of soccer tryouts. I havn't "ofically" made the team yet, but not to sound cocky I'm pretty sure I made the cut. I love playing so much, I love kicking, passing, dribbiling, shoting, corner kicks, I love everyting about it except for some of the players on the team.
Don't get me wrong, I think that they are great players, and they do have moments of niceness. But for the most part these particular girls I'm talking about are 'straight up bitches, YO!' I'm not going to name any names, but its not like most of you would know who they are anyways.
I'm starting to question wether or not I want to play. But then again shoudl I quit something I love because of some girls, who won't matter when I get older. Maybe I won't play and I'll just wait till next year when they graduate. Or maybe I should stick with it, and all their bullshit.
I just want to go back to JV soccer when I was a Freshmen. That was the best team ever. I miss the comradery that we had as a team back then, where as now I can barely force a smile at some of them.
Yes, things change and I am at a higher level of playing, but I know that I don't have a future in soccer. So sometimes I think why waste my time. I just don't know.
On to other news...
New classes suck. I have English 3 with Coach Bowick, its an easy class, maybe too easy. I kinda feel like I should have stayed in at least Honors engils. We get a text book for Fashion Merchandising, I know this is going to be my BS class. Algebra 2 with Ms. Eastin. That woman puts me to sleep. Then Psychology, I don't know if I like Mr.Ebright or not. He kinda seems like an Ass.
I miss Ms. Vereen, I mean Hughes. I really need her to talk to. The new teacher, Ms. Renolyds is nice, but Anal. Who ever heard of taking notes in drama and not doing any acting. Good thing I'm not in there.
COME BACK MS.VEREEN!!!