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tonight was fun...after softball i came home and got ready for pops concert...then i went and picked sam up and we went to it...we had a blast...laughing w/ sam is the funnest part ever! haha afterwards me mar and sam all went to wesco and joked around and had some more fun...then i brought sam home and we had a good convo on the ride...so yea...then i came home got online and talked to someone....and it made me feel like crap...it made me realize how childish i've been acting these past couple days / weeks...not just w/ the recent thing...but w/ a friend as well...i felt like such a bitch and i hate myself for it...i acted like i did nothing wrong and it was all their fault...when really they did nothing...but i'm working on it...and they recent thing...makes me feel like shit more than ever...i realized that i don't need to be talking shit about people i truly care about...maybe i shouldn't care about them...but hey...what can i do right? i guess all i can do is be there for them if they need me...but they know that now...so hopefully things will get better...off to take my shower...then off to bed and back to school for the wonderful meaps...not
mel
you.finally.made.me.realize.how.childish.i've.been.acting
thank.you.for.everything.
that.apology.really.meant.something.to.me
mel
you.finally.made.me.realize.how.childish.i've.been.acting
thank.you.for.everything.
that.apology.really.meant.something.to.me