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[meloveulots03]

well things have been kinda weird for me lately...no one can notice because i've been hiding things from everyone lately....its really hard to explain and i really have no explaination for why its all happening...but there has been someone that i can't get off of my mind....and its been really hard on my these past couple months...something happened a couple months ago that really got things started in my mind again...ever since then, its been worse than ever...i just wish i had a solution to my problem...or i at least could talk to the person about it all...but i really can't...i don't have an explanation for why any of this is bugging me so much...or anything i can really do about it...maybe i should just shut up and get over it...but to tell you the truth, im really trying...i've been trying for so long...but the past couple nights its been the worst...last night i cried myself to sleep, because i couldn't sleep so i just started thinking about everything...and you'll never guess what popped into my mind...but whatever...if anyone has any suggestions...please let me know asap....thanks...

mel

i.just.can't.seem.to.forget

please.help.me.to.forget.everything.that.is.you