I want my report card, digital camera, and sanity!

Apr 13, 2005 21:32

I don't have a very good relationship with my dad. Most people I am close to know this, but not everyone understands it. I think you either have to be extreamly well at reading people (Fatima) or live with him too (mum) to understand the issues he has. Most people fall for his B.S front he puts up, and they think he's a great dad. Ha- Sure he's been a wonderful provider, but aside of that he can be very emotionaly and somewhat physically abusive. It hasn't been until recently that I have been able to see how he has effected my life negitivly. A lot of the time when I lash out at people or are rude to them...well when I'm trying to be rude, not funny, I see myself kind of acting like him. I hate that. ::Sigh::

Aside of the usual dad crap today was good. The school day was long, I slept through the better part of three classes, TAKS review is getting relentless! Durring 7th period Ms. Lu had me hang up flyers for the ACC basketball tournement, when I went to hang them by the Drama room there was a sign posted on the door saying rehearsals had been canceled, I was soo happy, this means I don't have drama until Sunday! After school I took Dovear & Jessica home, then Brandon came back to my house. We just lounged around my room watching T.V. It was nice, and very relaxing because I don't usually have time to just lounge out, and Brandon's one of my most favorite people so...it was fun. I took him up to the school for the tech rehearsal, then my mom, Daniel and I went to Papa's for dinner. (No-Sarah I DIDNT walk, although I do need it!) Then to Target, which I love because my mom hates it and I rarely get to go with her. I got a Beetles t-shirt, some cute PJ's, the Jet CD and some smelly-good stuff. It was fun! But then I came home and found out that Daniel jacked my dig. Camera again! URGH he pisses me off! LOL- my dads on the phone with one of his siblings arguing about my grandpa's will, what bastards, he just broke his and they're already arguing about who gets what when he DIES.
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