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yea so i am basically fucked.
I have no clue what the hell I am going to do, why do u people have to care so god damn much about me???????
I mean I love amy to death, after all she is my sister, and I kno that I can tell her anything, but it should only be anything that I WANT TO TELL HER
It means alot to me how much she cares and is concerned, but honestly her concern and all her questions is really stressing me out! It is going to end up doing more damage then anything, all she is doing is pushing me away and I cant handle that. There are certain things that I dont tell anybody, and for good reason! I wish people could just trust me and let me make my own decisions! There are so many people freaking out on me and saying that everything i do is wrong. My intentions are not to fuck everything up in my life, im just doing my best, how could anyone expect more from me?? Im sure everything I do doesnt seem right, but its my way of getting through, how can that be wrong? i just dont kno what to do anymore, im lost.
I have no clue what the hell I am going to do, why do u people have to care so god damn much about me???????
I mean I love amy to death, after all she is my sister, and I kno that I can tell her anything, but it should only be anything that I WANT TO TELL HER
It means alot to me how much she cares and is concerned, but honestly her concern and all her questions is really stressing me out! It is going to end up doing more damage then anything, all she is doing is pushing me away and I cant handle that. There are certain things that I dont tell anybody, and for good reason! I wish people could just trust me and let me make my own decisions! There are so many people freaking out on me and saying that everything i do is wrong. My intentions are not to fuck everything up in my life, im just doing my best, how could anyone expect more from me?? Im sure everything I do doesnt seem right, but its my way of getting through, how can that be wrong? i just dont kno what to do anymore, im lost.