Sep 30, 2007 14:49
I feel really crappy today. I don't know why, maybe it's lack of sleep or stress, I just know I'm not all there today.
These bills keep piling up and I have no money to pay them
There is something wrong with my car AGAIN. I want to push the fucking thing off a cliff and watch it explode into a firey ball of mess. I'm tired of it.
I want to get these bills paid and move out into my OWN place. I'm grateful for my parents for taking me in again when they didn't have to. I just want to live my own life.
I know there are a lot of things to feel good about, but I think I just need a hug right now.
In other news, I haven't bit my nails in two weeks....they are getting long. I kinda like it.
~Mel