I'm feeling Yummy head to toe...
Soo the past few days have been so much fun...ugh.
As some of you have seen I posted a bulletin about how hot it was. Don't get me wrong my friends, I know GA is supposed to be hot. I accept that whole heartedly(word?). But when your central air decides that now is a good time to take a crap, the heat becomes something to bitch about defiantely. It was over 95 degrees in my house..I don't know the exact temp because the thermastat in the house was completely maxed out at that point! But thanks to my awesome grandpa he went out and bought us a huge air conditioner for the living room which is cooling the whole house. So it's not so hot anymore thank goodness.
Things in GA have been going well. The dust has settled and so have I. I calmed down a lot now I'm on to looking forward. I had a really nice conversation with my mom that put a lot of things to light. I've realized that no matter how hard I try I can't just "not care" about someone/something because that's just not me. I do care and I care a lot, but I am able to not let it effect me in the way that is bad for me. I have found the ability to move forward, change the things that I need to change and get back the things that I lost. There are a few things about myself I won't get back, but they were lost from maturity not tunnel vision. At any rate, I feel a lot clearer and a lot more comfortable in my own skin. I know I haven't been down long, but with no distractions this process is moving a lot faster than normal I suppose.
My grandma bought a Wii and every time we go over there we play the Wii bowling. We bet 5 bucks for three games and whomever has the highest score after three wins the pot. I won once last night, but that wasn't the amazing part. I actually knocked out a 7-10 split!! It was the most amazing thing I've ever seen. Not only that, right before I made my shot, my mom said "If you make this I'll give you 25 bucks" BAM, nailed that shit!! I deserve cookies...Or fruit snacks :)
Alright that's all for now
Later bitches!
~Mel
As some of you have seen I posted a bulletin about how hot it was. Don't get me wrong my friends, I know GA is supposed to be hot. I accept that whole heartedly(word?). But when your central air decides that now is a good time to take a crap, the heat becomes something to bitch about defiantely. It was over 95 degrees in my house..I don't know the exact temp because the thermastat in the house was completely maxed out at that point! But thanks to my awesome grandpa he went out and bought us a huge air conditioner for the living room which is cooling the whole house. So it's not so hot anymore thank goodness.
Things in GA have been going well. The dust has settled and so have I. I calmed down a lot now I'm on to looking forward. I had a really nice conversation with my mom that put a lot of things to light. I've realized that no matter how hard I try I can't just "not care" about someone/something because that's just not me. I do care and I care a lot, but I am able to not let it effect me in the way that is bad for me. I have found the ability to move forward, change the things that I need to change and get back the things that I lost. There are a few things about myself I won't get back, but they were lost from maturity not tunnel vision. At any rate, I feel a lot clearer and a lot more comfortable in my own skin. I know I haven't been down long, but with no distractions this process is moving a lot faster than normal I suppose.
My grandma bought a Wii and every time we go over there we play the Wii bowling. We bet 5 bucks for three games and whomever has the highest score after three wins the pot. I won once last night, but that wasn't the amazing part. I actually knocked out a 7-10 split!! It was the most amazing thing I've ever seen. Not only that, right before I made my shot, my mom said "If you make this I'll give you 25 bucks" BAM, nailed that shit!! I deserve cookies...Or fruit snacks :)
Alright that's all for now
Later bitches!
~Mel